Okay, sorry no updating lately, life is so fucking stressful, between moving, my grandpa getting sick again, family issues, school, and what not.
yea so im most likely moving to Colorado this summer, because we can no longer stand it here in this god forsaken state. My family needs to be closer to our other family, and we need change.
My Grandpa Don, the only who even remotely contacts my family (him and his wife, my grandma) or even gives a damn about us, cancer is starting to come back, no matter what he does to get rid of it, eating good (macrobiotic vegan like me) working out, I love him so much, even at his age he is becoming an amazing man, the man he seems have been all his life but never showed till now. I hope he remains ok, and im most likely going to AZ to visit him within a month or so.
Family issues, are just different things happening personally, sisters thinking of getting married, people moving out, growing up, sticking together, and hanging in their through all we go through (past events included).
School is going ok, just keeping on top along with all these other problems is a hassle. Its really hard, but im doing it, forcing myself too, summer is going to be here soon, just gotta hang in there. But living off of four hours of sleep lately just isnt cutting it, i cant sleep, i dont know why, i dont do caffeine, i just think its stress and too much on my mind....
So yea, that has been why i have not been updating, i have ideas, i just have a hard time making myself put them on film (or memory card) sorry everyone, ill try to get some stuff up sooner or later.
~Alex
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